scrappin', yellin' & mixin' it up
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i always wanted to be a tenenbaum
you, know?
i am a twenty-three year old darling girl.
i am not married, i have no children, and i didn't graduate from college. but..
i draw birds and robots; i read books; i laugh till i cry; i love until my heart bursts; i sometimes paint my face or arms with stripes if i'm bored; i create; i play guitar.
i am not impressive, but i am me.
i am addicted to Jesus Christ. He never stops loving, never stops giving, and there is always more of Him. He is the perfect addiction. no one else can satisfy.
These are all just mostly vague details. If you want me, come find me. But, I promise, at the very least, you'll think I'm nice.
things i like
(and i like a lot of things).
museums.//
theme parks.//
zoos.//
aquariums.//
road trips.//
naps.//
reading, and lots of reading. especially in unconventional places.//
being silly.//
going to goodwill to find hidden treasures.//
traveling.//
new things.//
vintage things. record players, records, old cameras, old radios, vintage clothes, etc.//
learning new things.//
exploring new places.//
building forts out of pillows and/or blankets.//
getting mail.//
finding new ways to stay organized.//
old books that smell like yummy old books.//
the smell of colored pencils, and crayons.//
the internet, for without it, i might not have some very great friends that i love so dearly.//
squirrels.//
musicals.//
live plays.//
daisies, and trees.//
thai food.//
laughing.//
socks.//
people you meet that are so amazing they make you strive for greatness, not in competition, but just out of the pure fact that you've seen potential, and was found to be wasting yours.//
living a simple life.//
holding hands.//
the rare moments in life where i don't feel self conscious.//
watching home videos.//
hideabeds.//
thrift stores the size of target.//
target for that matter.//
poking people in the nose and saying "beep" at the same time.//
candles and lanterns and kerosene lamps.//
cupcakes.//
showers, washing my hands, and brushing my teeth.//
sitting on rooftops.//
the feel of new shirts.//
warm, summer nights.//
making things for people.//
old shoes from friends.//
macaroni and cheese.//
having great times of talk with God.//
organic, antibiotic-free, preservative-free, artificial flavoring/color-free, no refined sugar or grain food. (just the way God intended.)//
love.
things i listen to
currently:
death cab for cutie. feist. animal collective. modest mouse. owen. iron & wine. mother mother. eisley. her space holiday. school of seven bells. dear and the headlights. the weepies. arcade fire. the format.
and when my heart needs to beatt-pain. rhianna. jay-z. kanye west. flo-rida. ne-yo. justin timberlake. (all hopefully edited.)
things i watch
when life slows for a moment.
the office. my boys. saturday night live. arrested development.
cinema light
that makes my heart glow
the royal tenenbaums. dedication. juno. stranger than fiction. hook. eternal sunshine.
garden state. empire of the sun. caddyshack. ghostbusters. jurassic park. closer. iron giant.
turner & hooch. an affair to remember. eagle vs. shark. lars and the real girl. pineapple express.
the life aquatic. (500) days of summer. the hangover. up.
and in all honesty, avatar in 3D was pretty amazing.
paper and ink
with feelings and thought
cars & trucks & things that go - richard scarry
little bear - maurice sendak
the giving tree - shel silverstein
the quietest cricket - eric carle
there is a monster at the end of this book - grover
crazylove - francis chan
awake - erwin raphael mcmanus
seizing your divine moment - erwin raphael mcmanus
the journey towards relevance - kary oberbrunner
no compromise - melody green
but you can't raise boys to be scared of life.
You got to brew some recklessness into them.
The Lord has always been the One who stirs hearts to give of their resources and primarily I am asking Him to
stir up those who will financially sow as partners with His kingdom advancing in and through my life.
Please take time to prayerfully consider becoming a monthly financial partner, allowing the Lord to pour through you, as He is the Source of all provision.
One-time donations are
very helpful. Relational monthly partners who want to share in what God is doing in and through my life will provide enabling to focus wholeheartedly on His Word and His ways.
If you want to use another method besides paypal to help donate, let me know.
Contributions made directly to me are "love contributions," and are NOT tax deductible.
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So now what? : Plugging yourself back in.
Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 3:39 PM
Especially during the rougher parts in your life, you need to make sure you're well connected. If you're anything like me, being social is generally always the last thing on my mind, and even more so when I'm all out of sorts. But I don't mean just being plugged in with friends; there's more you need than just basic human interaction.
- First and foremost -- Stay plugged into the Word, God's heart, and the Holy Spirit.
Always something to strive for, of course, but especially when you're already feeling knocked down. If there was anything I could implore you to do, would be stay grounded in God. Make sure you're reading about all of
His promises for you and
what God thinks about you. Satan is going to take every opportunity to destroy you when you're emotionally weak, so you have to be on your guard at all times.
- Get connected to your surroundings.
While your scavenging the town for jobs, look at your surroundings. There are so many places in this town I didn't even know existed until I started looking for them. My guess is, there's much more your city can offer you if you just look below the surface. You may find that job your looking for, or you might find something better like a new hobbie, a new place to hang out, or some new friends.
- Start pouring into your relationships; they'll pour back.
I can't tell you how nice it is visiting Ames. Connecting back into old friendships -- and the good kinds -- is a great feeling. Surrounding yourself with people that know you, love you and ultimately want the best for you is enough of a self-esteem boost that you can get back on top of your world. Being unemployed is rough.. but that's where you have to take everything inside you and transform your situation into a positive scenario. You finally get to be who you want to be, do what you want to do, and go where you want to go. Sure, it wasn't the best timing. But that won't change and all you can do now is keep your chin up and look towards the hopeful future. Encircle yourself with people you trust, and learn how to rely on other people. After all, there are other hurting people in this world going through rough things -- we're all in this together. So in your troubles, do your best to support and give into others that need it as well.
- Spend some time reconnecting with yourself -- your hopes, your desires, and your heart.
Take this time to honestly look at yourself. This is a rare opportunity for you to get a second chance at life again. Do you remember who you are? Do you remember the things you used to tell yourself, like "If I could only do ____", or "I wish that life was different so I could _____", or whatever it was that you said to yourself. GO. DO. BE. You can do anything you want, anywhere you want and be anyone you want. Why settle for anything less than your most amazing life? For some reason, we all get trapped into this quiet life, and after a few years, we resign ourselves that "this is my life". Your life is what you make it. So, make it the best you've got!
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good reads or good websites.
Team Van Voorst - Paige updates her life as wife, mom, and general frugal lady!
LG & Brian Alsbury - LisaGrace writes about being a new wife, matters of the heart, budgets and goals, and general awesome things.
Changing Again - Insight to Danielle's crazy world.
The Alexanders - Jess and Mike moved to Japan. Here is their side of the world.
Simple Mom - A great website devoted to simplicity.
Remodeling This Life. - Simple. Frugal. Fabulous. (She did an AMAZING home remodel based soley on cash.)
Mint - The EASIEST, most-AMAZING, FREE way to build a budget.
design*sponge. - Creative and original design ideas.
Organizing Your Way. - A personalized approach to decluttering your life.
SmittenKitchen - Seriously some of the BEST recipes i've ever come across. SO awesome.
go, mordecai!
good buys.
rare bird finds. - a collection of unique items.
fredflare! - a shop full of fun and functionality.
[etsy] - if you want anything handmade or vintage, look here.
mighty goods. - an updated collection of fun things.
threadless. - tshirts designed by everyday people.
raygun. - formerly smash, this is an independant shop in des moines that specializes in awesome shirts.
wildcat. wild...cat.
other good websites.
questionable content. - my favorite webcomic by jeph jacques. (contains swearing and adult situations.)
postsecret. - updated every sunday, this blog contains secrets sent in by individuals all over the world.
cute overload. - bad day? stare at picture of cute things. it helps.
is that a tic-tac?
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